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Blood Red Summer
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FRIENDS ONLY!!!!
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happy HA HA
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Dave introduced me to a great song tonight. It's really sad but i love it.

"The Tide"

And there's three, count 'em three
Children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
As she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
And he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end

And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now

And there's three, count 'em three
Children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
As she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
Of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's so pretty)
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
But he's not coming back

And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard (forget everything)

And there's three, count 'em three
Children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach

But the sad thing
Is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
Due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
As the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless

No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
And live for the moment now
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Tonight was alright. A fight broke out but I'm sure that we'll all get over it really soon. After all we're all really good friends and I don't think that anything could really separate us.
After I talked things over with the group me, Chad, Char and Dana went over to Surf Park (I think that's the name) and played on this wierd merry-go-round. Chad was spinning us really fast which made us all a little dizzy but made Dana really sick. So we rushed her home and went to Missle park. The night ended early because my mom told me to come home because there was some kind of a gas leak next door and she wanted me home. (weird) anyway it's 3 in the morning and their working on this leak and their making a lot of noise. in other words i'll be up for awhile.
so that's about it.
desi
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The Spill Canvas
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1. Being in love
2. Lying on a blanket and watching cloud shapes go by
3. Making snow angels
4. Flying kites
5. Building sand castles
6. Going puddle jumping
7. Playing dress up
8. Jumping into a pile of leaves
9. Going sledding
10. Watching the sun set
11. Dancing in the moonlight
12. Watching thunderstorms
13. Dancing in the rain
14. Playing in the mud
15. Coloring and painting
16. Singing karaoke
17. Kissing in the rain
18. Blowing bubbles
19. Sitting around a bonfire
20. Pud fights
21. Smores
22. Friends
23. Day trips
24. Sitting on roofs
25. Kayaking
26. Swimming
27. Staying up all night
28. Shaving cream fights
29. Going to pumpkin patches
30. Car cuddles
31. Car talks
32. Going to new places
33. Chasing butterflies
34. Laughing till I cry
35. Looking at the stars
36. Shooting stars
37. Snowball fights
38. Musicals
39. Singing
40. Games
41. Chocolate
42. Sign language
43. Dreams
44. Daydreams
45. Pictures
46. Parks
47. Comedy
48. Tim Burton
49. Danny Elfman
50. Guitars
51. Cardinals
52. Elephants
53. Hot chocolate
54. Driving with no place to go
55. Family
56. Water balloon fights
57. Tickling
58. Picking flowers
59. Baking cakes
60. Water gun fights
61. The sun and moon
62. Pancakes
63. Camping
64. Halloween
65. Backstage
66. B-day outtings
67. Sleep overs
68. Old time photos
69. Gnomes
70. Fraggles: Boober
71. Hiding stuff (te he I love that game)
72. Inside Jokes
73. Reunions
74. Birkos
75. Surf taco
76. The Inlet
77. Safari
78. Uno
79. Swings
80. Trees
81. Playgrounds
82. Easily entertaining ourselves
83. The Nightmare Before Christmas
84. Trampolines
85. The Arboretum
86. Improv
87. Broccoli Chad
88. Ghost stories
89. Dwarf hamsters
90. Writing songs
91. The Cheeseburger song
92. Driving like Batman
93. Palm Readings
94. Kidnaping our friends
95. Long walks
96. Cherry Blossoms
97. Concerts
98. Music
99. The Gang
100. Clean Hard Die Hard
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happy happy
Current Music:
Donovan- Sunshine Superman
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so chad, char, will, and i came up with a brillant idea today. we are going to have a water balloon, silly string, shaving cream, pud fight. it's going to be amazing. that is all.
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excited excited
Current Music:
Muse
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these are the things i want to do before the summer ends

*have a water balloon fight
*go to wildwood
*go to easton to swim in the delaware
*go cannoeing
*A.C. for the day to eat at hard rock
*NY to walk around central park
*picnic
*water gun fight
*surf
*roast marshmellows
*PUD FIGHT!!!!
*cape may

that's it for now i'll add more later
desi

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hot hot
Current Music:
hair-where do i go
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ok so i brought this over from my other journal because i loved it and i love doing "things i've learned this week." I'm just going to add a few things in.

well things are kinda back to normal. katie and dave are back after being gone for a week.
so two nights ago me, will, char, katie, amy, dave, dana, nick, and kate n went over to vet's park which was awesome as always. gotta love the musical swings lol. after that we went to a beach near my house where char and katie swam and we watched an awesome blood red moon. it was amazing.
yesturday night me, chad, will, char, katie, amy, dana, nick, kate n, kyle d, and jamie went to grandma eckerts to swim later cait met up with us and we went over to chad's to play pit.
today went to stockton and the hamalton mall with joanna, paul, char, cait, and will

things i've learned these past fews days
*watching the stars is always fun
*john jacob is fun to sing in different accents
*i love fireworks
*never eat a lemon without sugar
*the best time to go to Ihop is 3 in the morning
*everything is funny at 5 in the morning on
*for some reason at 7 in the morning you can't stay up anymore
*the best days of my summer are when i'm just talking to my best friend
*physics (spelling?) can be fun and have some good information
*cyrstal can always give me really good advice
*being mad at someone for something they did to someone else is just dumb
*chad can fit a whole lemon in his mouth
*sometimes we do things for people even though it makes us miserable
*i miss my sister/family
*sometimes things don't turn out the way you planned them too
*i hate when the power goes out
*late nights with friends are always the best
*sometimes the things you want are just out of reach
*i hurt myself more then i know
*i can't stand when people tell me what to do
*i find comfort in music
*i need a car talk
*there is a difference between friendly flirty and flirty lol (and this one has nothing to do with me)
*old games are always fun
*sometimes we forget who we really are. we get lost in who we should be or who we want to be.
* i just want to do things the right way

i think that's it for right now
desi
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sleepy sleepy
Current Music:
gnarles barkley-crazy
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Peace by weezer
More and more
I can't say no
So afraid of letting go
If there's something
I can grab
You can bet
I'll pay the tab
Counting all the flowers
Waste the precious hours
I need to find some peace

All these problems on my mind
Make it hard for me to think
There is no way I can stop
My poor brain is gonna' pop
And I don't have a purpose
Scattered on the surface
I need to find some peace

And all the broken tethers
We can bring together
I need to find some peace
I need to find some peace
I need to find some peace

*sigh* ever feel like something is wrong but you just don't know what. or you just don't want to believe it's true. idk i'm going crazy.
later
desi

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frustrated frustrated
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weezer-peace
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ok lets see if my commenting will work now.
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determined determined
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gnarles barkley
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